“HATE TO HATE ME” by mulahbae is an innovative alt pop track that tells a vulnerable story. With moments of sparse production that let the intimate vocals stand out towards the beginning of the song, we see mulahbae start to realize the extreme toxicity of the relationship he is in. With ominous synth landscapes, interesting vocal processing, and eclectic production, “HATE TO HATE ME” tells the all too relatable tale of getting stuck in a push and pull relationship with someone that probably shouldn’t be in your life at all.
mulahbae wrote this track about a relationship that was unhappy and tumultuous when they were together, but in moments of being apart all they could think about was getting back together. It’s that strange selective memory that happens when you love someone- even though logically you know the relationship is bad for you, all of those reasons seem to fade in the face of your feelings for the other person. Lines like “recognize all your issues in the limelight, you don’t like when I’m in control” and “you shame me for being who I wanna be” show mulahbae waking up to this fact and starting to find his resolve to not let this person back in.
Tense production, unpredictable chords, and distorted vocal effects add to the feelings of confusion and desperation found in the storytelling. mulahbae has a strong artistic vision and effectively brings the listener into his story as all of these details converge to create a complex sonic landscape that matches the complex relationship.
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